Last Dose

Photos taken using instagram.

This is my third and the last dose for the cervival cancer injection. I had my last dose around 11.20pm. It cross my mind that I'm already late for the last one and headed towards the clinic. It is lucky enough the clinic is open til midnight and i was the only one in the clinic.

Here is the link to for my first dose post.

Doctor was like " you just knock off? are you sure you are going to have your injection at this hour?". This is my first time having injection late night and doing abnormal things from others.

Good experience though...

Today isn't a good day as the number has become inactive and the reality is eventually still appear. I pray for better things coming along this year...

Weekend Update

Gorgeous evening view from One Fullerton. Headed over to The Butter Factory where the "Pretty in Pink" Charity Fashion Show was held. It is a collaboration from Pink Dolphin with Singapore online fashion label- Love Bonito to create awareness and charity fund for Breast Cancer Foundation.

It wasn't a pleasant start of the show as the rude security doesn't allow us to go in without the chop. The problem is that when we showed our acknowledgement ticket to the receptionist, they didn't even give us a chop and we do not aware of it at all. The security officer wants us to queue for the chop but the queue was super long at that moment. I was so frustrated and luckily one of the attendance told me to get the chop from the receptionist directly. The security guy should just ask me to get the chop from them directly instead of queuing back again! Ridiculous!

Neverthless , we considered lucky as we did not queue for the second time otherwise by the time we went up , there will no more available seats available. This is my first time attending fashion show and it was a great experience. They have auction on the outfits that were modeled by the survivors of breast cancer ladies. All the contribution will be contributed to the breast cancer foundation.

Took a snapshot with my sis and luckily she is free to attend together with me.

Thanks, laurel ;)

Outfit of the day:-

Black dress: Purpur

Bag: Coach

Shoe: Bugis Street

Not forgetting the gorgeous night view of MBS on Saturday night.

Farewell Fren

Quick post with photos for the day. Today is Ethan farewell as he is off to Australia for a year to further his studies. So i went to Terminal 3, Changi Airport to meet him up before he departure to Sydney.

So photos with him before he fly off. 1 year later will be a different person. Happy for him as he knows what he wants and he gonna pursue it! Wish him luck then...

Best Wishes

Deactivate FB

I had deactivate my fb for the time being.

Don't ask me why or doubt. I had the urge to deactivate it.

Maybe to escape or avoid something then.

Emotional overcome my rationale and i need to take a break before the year end.

M&M Shoes Anyone?

Finally the custom made shoes was successfully sent over to Ju's house. It was just in time before she out for lunch. I got my fren's sister to custom made the shoes. I bought a white canvas shoes and send it to her to do the customization.

I was thinking M&M is bestie's favourite collection and this idea popped out in my mind when i get to know about the customization. I was thinking something special then and glad that she like it :)

However the sad part is that the shoe's size is too small for Ju. Arghh...really a big waste but anyway, hope bestie will like it.

I had it drawn in a family look.So you can see right shoe with M&M daddy and M&M daughter followed by the left shoe with M&M Mummy & M&M daughter (coming soon).

More photos of the designs around the shoes for your viewing pleasure.

Just a short post with the intention to show off the art display on the shoes for everyone pleasure. Hope you guys like it as much as i do.

Daily Sinful

It is important to put a smile on the face as it really affects individual mood and also people surrounding us. I always try to put a smile on my face everyday when i reach office although i know i am drowning on my piles of workload. Stress indeed fearful and below comes into the picture to de-stress..

Chocolate really can help to de-stress and make me happy. Thus i ended up munching chocolate whole day long at work. I still remember i had 7 bars of crispy on one day alone as i was extremely stressful.lolx.

Hershey is nice too!Lady boss surprised me with this bar of white chocolate. Extremely sinful!Delicious though...* grins*

My current job needs me to work late and i called for McD delivery. McWings set is my all time favourite. We even had twice in a week. Superb sinful and we had it around 9.30pm- 10pm. Super fattening..i know. But the delivery takes 1 hours to arrive.

We even had canadian pizza for the night. Buy One Free One so still sound reasonable to us. So we ordered for it and stuffed ourselves with crusted pizza.

We have ferrero rocher in my drawer now. It was a gift from my lady boss when i worked on saturday. I think everyone knows i am chocolate favourite. Mm..gonna control it otherwise i will gain weight tremendously.

How about your daily sinful foods?

I Have Learned...

"I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." - Maya Angelou

Stay Positive

Round up

It was a hectic weekend for me 2 weeks ago. However, i still managed to get through it after all. After the singapore national day cum laurel's birthday week, it is going to be my birthday.

My mum foot the bill again and we opt for japanese cuisine again but this time at one of the restaurant at Molek. Forget the name of the restaurant already.hehe! It was suggested by dad and the price is affordable and cheaper than Kura restaurant. The salmon sashimi price is cheaper and quality is the same! Their salmon sashimi comes in 7 slices and less than RM25.

Agedashi tofu

Korean " bimbab" in hotstone. Taste delicious.

Angel's favourite and keep saying i can finish the whole set. We doubted so but in the end she really did finish up everything.

Mum's japanese fried rice with salmon and garlic rice. The fragrance of garlic rice makes everyone getting a taste of it.

Ordered the beef teppanyaki which is so-so only. The appearance does not attract us but the meat is tender. It goes well with garlic rice.

It was a peaceful family dinner and a pre-celebration for me. I think as the older you get, you find that just a dinner with closed ones will be just nice. The most important is the people who dine in with you. Don't you think so? Thought of the day *winks*

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I spent my lunch on one fine saturday with Li Yinn at Nando's City Square. We had chit chat session with our dreamy discussion wondering when actions will be taken. Hopefully soon enough it will be with no delaying. It was nice to stay connected with ex-colleagues although a short period in the field but friendship remains :)

Cutie young lady who always watsapp me with the word 'Amoi!!'. Once i see this word, i will surely know it is from her.

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Took this photo early morning around 7 plus on sunday morning when i need to get up from my cosy bed and get through the customs to work. This is the pathway that i walked to my work from macpherson station. It was 15 minutes walk and it was a peaceful, fresh air on industrial area.

I worked until 6plus on that day and went to bed very early that night. This job really give me unexpected, unpredicted situations that i need to be very alert all time. It's more on the human interpersonal skills that need to be brush up. Maybe good as it occupied my time and i have no time to think nonsense and get to bed without thinking much. As it really wore out my tiredness everyday after work :)

Round Rainbow

  

This is taken in the afternoon nearly 12pm. The sun was shining way too hot and it shows the beautiful rainbow surrounded with it. 

Perhaps it's a good signal for the new start of the day and ease our Monday Blue~

What Does Woman Really Want From A man...

女孩子并不在乎你有没有钱，她在乎的是你会不会发奋努力改变现状；

Girls do not care whether you have the money or not, she cares about whether you will not strenuous efforts to change the status quo

女孩子并不在乎与你生活在一起会遇到困难，她在乎的是你会不会迎难而上，不逃避；

Girls do not care being with you will need to face difficulties, she will not care about your difficulties, not to escape;

女孩子并不在乎你长得有多帅，她在乎的是你能不能给她足够的安全感；

Girls do not care whether you look handsome or not, and she cares about is that whether you can give her enough sense of security

女孩子并不在乎你跟你的异性朋友有多好，她在乎的是你能不能一心一意对她好；

Girls do not care whether how good is you and your opposite sex friends, and she cares about is that you can treat her whole hearted to her only;

女孩子并不在乎你送她的礼物有多贵，她在乎的是你会不会时常给她个惊喜；

Girls do not care how expensive gifts you gave to her, she cares about whether you will always give her a surprise once in a while;

女孩子并不在乎你的志向有多远大，她在乎的是你是不是一个老实做人、踏实做事的人；

Girls do not care how great your ambition is, and she cares about is that whether you are a honest man, practical work of the people;

女孩子并不在乎你有多浪漫，她在乎的是能不能从生活的点滴中感受到你的爱；

Girls do not care how romantic you are, she cares about is whether she is able to feel the bit from the life of your love;

女孩子并不在乎你的人可以每时每刻都陪在她身边，她在乎的是你的心可以无时无刻不想着

她；

Girls do not care about whether you can stay by her side all the time, she cares whether you can always think of her all the time;

 女孩子并不在乎你在物质生活上给她多大的满足，她在乎的往往是一句窝心的话，那似乎比什么都重要；

You girls do not care how much material life you can give to satisfy her, she cares about the sweet little words that can warm her heart, then it seems more than anything else;

女孩子并不在乎你现在的境况如何，她在乎的是你能不能让她看到你的未来；

Girls do not care how your current situation, and she cares about is that whether you can let her see your future;

女孩子并不在乎你跟她的关系有多亲密，她在乎的是你会不会负责到底；

Girls do not care how close your relationship with her, she cares about is whether you will be responsible in the end;

女孩子并不在乎可以分享你的快乐，她在乎的是可不可以分担你的忧愁；

Girls do not care whether to share your happiness, but she cares whether can share your sorrows or trouble;

女孩子并不在乎跟你在一起吃苦，她在乎的是陪你走到最后的是不是她 ♥

Girls do not care to suffer together with you, she cares about whether will she be the one to accompany you in the end or not ♥

P/S: I posted this in my fb note and there is one guy friend of mine come up with his so called answers for my sharing.

Below is his interesting answers:-

‎1) of course, like what we always dream of, can my gf become Lin Chi Ling ?

2) when in millions debt, I told her " don't worry, my god father is genting CEO uncle Lim "

3) cause handsome is too subjective, that's why they tend choose secure choice, such as Andy Lau

4) it means if you can give every female friends 10 dollars, u should give your gf 10 carat of diamond.

5) tell her that you are sole toto winner of 10 mils Sg dollars when having dinner with her in Fullerton hotel

6) same as my mum expectation. " don't tell me you want to be CEO or director, just show me manager level salary slip "

7) while booking whole Singapore flyer for dinner with her, you able to show your love by telling her that you are the owner of the company which own Singapore flyers.

8) book an advertisement slot in World cup live channel, just to tell her that you are her bf in front of 1 billions soccer fans ( u also one of the billions soccer fans )!!!

So anyone has any interesting comments to share?

Pen it Down

There is a story i came across in one of the blog and wish to share it here. Take your time to read and understand the truth meanings in it:-

A pencil maker told his pencils 5 important lessons in life...

1st: Everything you do will always leave a mark...

2nd: You can always correct the mistakes you make...

3rd: What's important is what is inside of you...

4th: In life, you will undergo painful sharpenings that

will make you a better pencil...

and.....

5th: The most important is to be the best pencil you can be.

By allowing yourself to be held and guided by the hand that holds you.

25th-26th Jan

Why i put on post title 25th-26th Jan?It's very simple. Just to summarize my journey to KL on these 2 days. 

Steamboat with ex-colleagues from OCBC after i reached KL on 25th evening...

Random pic during the steamboat dinner from Iphone

Followed by dessert at SS2 after the steamboat at Damansara Village. Didn't managed to take pictures as we do not have the camera with us and everyone is so busy fighting for the foods.

Durian Pancake taken by Iphone

Thanks to Janice allowing me to stay overnite at her place and disturb her the whole night. Thanks to Andrew for treating me dessert. We were supposed to have snowflakes but it was way too late and the shop has already closed.

It was fun to meet up with them as they bring joy and laughters to me. They all are very friendly kind people and it's good to hang out once in a while. Guess different categories of friends speaks different language and with them, i only find laughters and joy speaking to them and make me free my mind from all the trouble.

Anyway to summarize,KL trip was rushing and i took the bus back to JB the following day. 26th was my grandpa tomb ceremony which i unable to attend due to the exam. The ceremony started 8am until 2plus at the nirvana memorial park. I feel bad unable to attend the ceremony. Grandpa, u will always in our heart.

Fall Hard but Gripping the teeth to hang on..

It's gonna be a good year if you believe in it :)

Crack my Egg

Finally crack the egg and looking forward to crack my tough begining life in KL.Taking bus to meet client in KL really a 'good' experience. U need to spend at least 3o minutes for a bus and on top of that the bus is filled with foreign workers, negro and malays.I don't see chinese people taking bus at all. The bus condition is totally different from Singapore. U cannot find a clean bus in KL. The seat handle of th bus are all rusted and the cushion are dark in colour and sticky as well. Some of the bus stop button is not working as well. It happened on the bus i took today. This is my second day to take the same bus again. I need to inform the bus conductor to stop the bus. Imagine if the bus is pack with passenger, how are you going to ask the bus to stop for u?

Other than that,we also need to beware of molestor and pickpocket. THey like to take action especially when the bus is packed with people. Their hands are too itchy i guess. Keep moving it up and down and keep touching u. No wonder my fren told me that they dun take bus in KL.She mentioned that the KL Bus meant for foreigners.

For me, i keep telling myself this is the challenge that i need to go thru. No car at this moment really caused inconvenient but then i will learn to appreciate and cherish what i can and able to do now to achieve what i want to. May my aim able to fulfill soon. Giving myself a time period to get thru it and prove the result.

One more thing..i'm eating mamak stall everyday!This is so sickening dy. Can you imagine i have roti kosong every morning. The mamak stall is just next to my office. So i dont have many choices.I gonna think wat to eat for the next week dy.

Some of my colleagues are going to resign next week. So sad but i hope they can reconsider to give themselves a period of time to get thru this challenge. Tough times hard to pass but i think determination plays a part as well.Hopefully i can develop a strong determination to pull myself over this period.

CHeers to me and everyone. Thanks for my encouraging frens who drop by my blog to show their positive encouragement :)

Life in KL

It has been a week plus since i left Singapore and start my new life in KL. Adjustment needed as the culture, environment & people are totally different. I need to wake up 6 plus am early morning to prepare myself to stuck in the jam and do walking and start alert crossing the roads full of car just to reach to office. My office which i initially thought located next to Masjid jamek station was actually located at Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman. Yeah..it's exactly same name as my uni name. It's located at KL city area where the roads never failed to have moving cars 24 hours.

Anyway, my working time is from 8.45am-5.45pm. I need to walk 15 mins to reach office and i reached office around 8am. Office is locked and i stuck outside the main road waiting for the door to open. We have mamak stall next to our office so there is a best place for many office people had their breakfast, tea break and dinner there. Mamak stall price is not cheap as all.

Working life in bank is not easy also. The stress from management really freaks u out. sales job is not so easy as i thought. I can feel the stress coming and u can't even smile in the office. Ur mind keep thinking where to get leads and sales.

It only 2 weeks and i need to struggle myself to get thru this. I treated this as my downs life as life is either ups or downs. Although down,full of work and relationship problems, i hope the pain and toughness that i need to go thru will eventually paid off.

New Life New Experience

Today is my 2nd day at work. I moved to KL last Sunday. Bringing few luggages with a tilam to KL reminds me my school days back in KL.The tough times that i need to go thru again. I hope my decision to work in KL is the right thing.

All i need now is support and word of encouragement from loved ones and be optimistic. I must focus on improving to be better and better. I must amend what i need to and set my mind to achieve my aim.

Jia you!!

I haven’t been so active in updating my blog recently. My fren mentioned that no point updating my blog coz nobody will bother as well. I feel a bit sad when he told me tat. Anyway, he is too straight dy “_____”lll

Many things running in my mind now. I’m a kind of person who thinks a lot and many ‘why’ in my mind. Why this? Why that? Why?Why? That’s why my fren said I’m a problematic person. So many why’s til they don’t know how to answer me.So might as well ignore my Qs as well.

Jz wanna grumble a bit here and there coz no place for me to vent it out. I need a beach for me to shout out loud and scream loudly to release out. I need a space for breathing.i gonna out of breath soon.

I had a fren sharing her thoughts with me recently which i think it does makes a bit sense to me.

The word distance is not when you know the person standing right in front of you but his/her soul is not here with you. It’s the distance of your mind and action. Does it make sense to you? People tend to think of doing this and that but no action is taken. It’s easy to think of it but to execute it is really very hard. Thus, the phrase of ‘action speaks louder than words’ comes into the picture. I’m telling myself this as well.

Enough of the grumbling and nonsense here. Just don’t be fickle minded again